until just now only i know that i can't really control my emotional myself~
just now had a big fight with my family over somethings stupid~
i suddenly exploded and keep shouting at them~
after they all walk away from the fight i still feel damn mad~
and you know what happen?!
i suddenly burst into tears!OMG!!
cry for WHAT?!
just because of this fight?
no~just because i'm too furious so i cry~
i know~it sound scary~
i suddenly though i gone through this feeling before..
when i'm in form 2 i get punish by one teacher over things that i friend did~
i'm so angry with my friend until i burst into tear ~
at that time i also very shock that i cry~
and now i only know that maybe i'm a bit psycho~
a lunatic that can't really control self emotion~ T^T
